Well then…

I am so frustrated with the fact that I want to say something and can’t…the words just won’t come out.  I can feel them and they are right there and NOTHING.  Why can’t I say what I want to outloud?  I feel breathless.  If I close my eyes I can see what I want.  What I want to say.  The questions that I want to ask.  What’s holding me back?  It’s making me dizzy.  I feel dizzy and breathless and buzzy.  LIke you feel when you spin around in circles until you fall down.  It won’t stop.  I need a touch or a whisper.  A deep breath.  A call.  I feel scattered and akward.  I just don’t know what to say…

Published in: on November 8, 2008 at 4:34 am  Comments (2)  

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  1. If you want you can practice with me.

  2. … I’m right there with you.

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