I want…

To sew all day without interruption, but can’t because the kiddos inevitably get into something.

To sleep until noon, but can’t because someone needs me up.

To run until I run out of breath or my legs fall off, but can’t because I will have to come back.

To finish a beautiful blog, but can’t because it’s bringing back memories.

To create something so beautiful it takes my breath away, but can’t because I’m not feeling creative.

To feel loved so that I feel it to my core, but can’t because I can’t let go.

To leap, but can’t because I have already fallen.

To be the person that I was and loved, but can’t because I can’t find the pieces of me anymore.

Published on October 18, 2008 at 5:07 pm  Comments (1)  

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  1. Oh, sweetheart. You can have everything.

    When you close your eyes, dream of an island where stupid people need not apply.

    Always run forward towards your goals. It’s great to look back to see how far you’ve come., but realize every moment was worth it. Even those bad moments.

    Make new memories if the old ones hurt too much.

    Create a new plan and let your mind thrive.

    I love you always, sister. Believe me, I’ll always try and hold you up.

    Get back up. You can do it. I believe in you.

    Find yourself before you can ask of anyone else to do the same.

    It’s easy to get lost, it’s a labor to be found.

    All else fails, scream in a pillow… then call me, because I’m ALWAYS going to be here.

    Whenever. Wherever. Whatever.


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